Wednesday, June 14, 2006

why can't I? why am I missing?
heart attack, but I'm back.
can't seem to puzzle up enough thought to drain this concept, Only that I'm spilling out some relinquished feelings of my old self. wow. where have I gone? who was I? who am I now?
corelating these words to the previous only seems likely to cause intense havoc. struck on the back with a kingpin. Am I lost? have I drown away from this god I oh so loved? Or am I simply evolving into higher conciousness? are you there God?
hatered has handed down an heirloom of my love... music. Is it in my head? am I feeling it? am I random joel the one I loved? or do I simply love the old joel and his random ramblings... I did not see my pleasent person but I do now. however I am going to re-read the me and see if there is anything to be.
inspire me old Joey.